it was like hitting a steel wall while going 200mph.
it was as though I got punched in the stomach.
it was as if a ton of bricks were dropped on me.
I knew there was that possibility, but I never could have imagined the words you told me. Who knew I could cry so much after one little sentence.

But thanks to that, I’ve learned to never let my insecurities get the better of me anymore and the next time someone like better than you comes in my life, I’m not going to let them go. You broke me, but at the same time you made me stronger.

I finally feel free again.
A huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I feel light as a feather. Now my conscious has one less thing to worry about without you on it.